"I AM"

To know me is to love me for who I AM.

I AM a self-starter, but not a self-motivator, if that makes sense. I can start something new- "I mean just kick it off with a Big Bang", but I require outside motivation to keep it going. I'm like a cup of coffee, I start off quite hot, then as I cool off, I need to be refreshed and "stirred up" to keep me moving. I AM a lover of all, especially children, as I love their innocence, honesty and purity.  I AM naturally excitable and giggly anyway, so with my Cup 'o Joe, the sky is literally the limit!! Lol.

When an epiphany hits, I am fired up and in production mode. But when I get to a cooling off or stopping point, I can get stuck. The ideas stop flowing; the passion subsides; yes, the cause for which I am doing what I’m doing gets vague; like “and why am I doing this”?  That cause needs to be resurrected or revisited. Usually my initial intention is on target, I just get lost in transition. There is not always someone around to bounce my ideas off of or get me back on track. 

That’s when I exhale with my brew. In  an aura of serenity, surrounded by the things I love, making sure there is always a pen nearby… I write.

I AM blessed!

And I guess I realized it

but never said it 

with such credence before

I  AM blessed!

When I relax

I open my mind to

opened doors.

When I enter in

no telling what’s coming out.

There I can figure

What I am all about

And in retrospect

Let it all

Pour out

I AM blessed!

Got ideas to spare

When stirred up

and when used

I know I’m going somewhere

And yield blessings 

to someone else

I may require a little 'stirring' sometimes, 

but to know me is to love me for who I AM.